All alone.

All alone with hate.

Hating life. Loathing Fate.

But wait!

Life grants serenity

In invisibility.

No scowels. No growels.

No judgement. No boos and howls.

All alone with peace,

So let the hatred cease.

But wait!

Life grant stability and accomplishments in interactions.

Gain traction.

Stop feeling like a small piece of a fraction.

Meet new people.

Greet new people.

Stay on the good side of people.

But wait!

People are staring.

My heart is pounding.

What if I say something bad?

Will they turn it back and have it bite me in the back?

What should I think?

What should I say?

What should I do to get through the day?

I am comfortable in my shell.

I hate my little shell.

I want to stay safe in my shell.

I want to get out of my shell.